A Letter To My Child's Father: -I'm better off alone -Thinkin of all the times you had me in a zone -Your cheatin and your lies -Your verbal abuse made me feel like i was dyin inside -Now i'm here left to grieve -Because in my youth i was so nieve -They say pain helps you grow -I shouldn't be blamed for the things i didn't know -Like you lyin when you said: "I LOVE YOU" -You don't know what Love is -Love doesn't make you curse me in front of my kids -Love doesn't make you throw past mistakes in my face -Or make me easily replaced by anotha chickz sexual embrace -Love doesn't serve me insults or isrespect -Love doesn't abandon me or leave me in neglect -Love doesn't hurt me on purpose or get revenge -or break me down or use me as a means to end -Love wouldn't of made you terrorize me mentally thru both my pregnancies -Love wouldn't ever let u try to put your hands on me -Love doesn't Rape my dignity -Or reply to me with brutality -Love would never use me selfishly or abuse me ---Undoubtedly...... Now the truth hits me like a bolt of lightning -Strugglin wit the aftermath of this cruel awakening -You were the Liar,User, and main problem -You were the stress that caused my heart to almost beat out of my chest -My worst nightmare,Enemy, the devil that tried to kill me -Crush my spirit and drain the life out of me. -But with your dark/wicked eyes you will see that God is my Victory. -That you couldn't destroy or break me -I'm still standing